Your search is for what’s in the way
But if you need to be told that, then whatever it is that you “have already” must be in disguise.
It must be hidden behind terms and rumours you’ve picked up which mislead like road signs turned in a false direction.
What you already possess is natural rhythms which need only freedom from interference.
(I have just given you perhaps the full account of why Freedom is considered a big deal).
The rhythms made by the ebb and flow of mood and intention.
The interference of Thought.
Music, the purest form of rhythm, asserts its truths without the prosthesis of persuasion. You sense what a piece of music is about without being told. This self-sufficiency makes musical truths more real.
Why is freedom from interference all a rhythm needs? Because its only wish is its own realization.
That is to say, your only wish.